AloneWhile I walk the halls at schoolI see something I see everydaySome couples hugging, kissing, and holding handsEvery time I see those thingsI sigh as a little piece of my soul dies againI already have love, but not physically with meNo one to kiss, no one to hugAnd no one to hold hands withI feel colder and colder each nightSometimes I cry myself to sleep I'm so aloneI try to listen to my music, I try drawingI try everything that makes me feel happyBut nothing seems to fill the empty voidThey say that they promise they'll be in my armsBut I know that's an impossible wish to grantAnd that they're just lying to make me feel betterEvery time I hear them say, "we'll meet, i promise"I feel like whispering quietly then yelling out loud,"lies, lies, LIES!!"As I walk the halls, I see love.I'll never experience that kind of love..ever...I'll just sit here all alone and waitand wait...waiting...waiting..until I feel Death's scythe sweep across my neck and my soul holds h
BirthdayThe date is March 16th, 2013I turn 18, I'm an adult nowMy family throws a birthday party for meWe have cake and ice creamI get presents, cards, and hugsThe gifts here are nice, but they're not what I really wantThe item I had written on a past list made last December,"1. Anth"I've wanted him by my side since last SeptemberIf he was with me, I would be completeBut since that's never going to happen,This will be the first birthday night where I'll cry myself to sleep.
Valentine's DayThe day when we celebrate loveBy giving cards, flowers, and sweets to their loversOr to your friends and familyI didn't care for this holiday back thenI thought it was just another dayBut now, I have a reason to careMy true love is real special to meI can't live without himHe loves me deeply and calls me his angelI made a Valentine's Day card and a picture for himBut he's not here, and he won't ever beI can never give these things to himI can only pretend toBack then, I didn't care for the holidayBut now, it's the most lonliest day of my life.